Wednesday, January 19, 2005
I have to start building a life here. I focus so much on going to NY or on work or dating, that I don't bother to take care of the basics for life. Like making new friends in Chicago. Or making plans with old ones. My aunt wants me to take her extra car, but of course I'm so not focused on my needs here that I really don't make it much of a priority. I may be miserable so I'm always thinking about the good times in NY (whether they really are or not is debatable). But I could probably at least temper my mediocre situation by building up a base of activity here. Time will tell...